Drive My Car

2021

Liked 17

About 20 minutes before the film ends there is a momentary collapse of all sounds. I don't think I've ever heard silence quite like it. I could hear my heart throbbing in my ears -- a painful sting coupled with a quiet panic as my senses became temporarily heightened and numbed all at once. A brief glimpse into ing?

Yeah, pretty great film.

The Fault in Our Stars

2014

½ 5

The fuck they doing making a couple of kids with cancer have their first kiss IN THE ANNE FRANK HOUSE!

Million Dollar Baby

2004

★★★★★ Watched

Somewhere between nowhere and goodbye.

Mysterious Skin

2004

Liked Watched

Forgetting to / ing to forget

Live by Night

2016

½ 7

Ben Affleck realized he had a lot of hats so he decided to make a movie.

Memoria

2021

Liked 1

What is death like

It’s fine 

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All the Beauty and the Bloodshed

2022

Liked Watched

I cried for two hours straight: for how inspiring she is as a complex and whole human being, for the transcendent moments of activism, for the beauty of her art, for the pain that she's experienced, for her sister, for all the beautiful lives lost to senseless greed and stigma, for the bereaved parents, for the many victims, beauty beauty beauty, blood.

For the people I've lost. For the things we can't talk about but should.

The Square

2017

★★ 3

Ruben Östlund, you criminally underused Elisabeth Moss, apologize or I will create chaos with you.

Final Destination

2000

Liked Watched

I think this movie really contributed to my generalized anxiety disorder when I watched it at age 11.

Bringing Out the Dead

1999

★★★★½ Liked 1

Truly an astonishing film about the burden of empathy. Nicholas Cage delivers a performance of equal parts introversion and extroversion as Frank, a paramedic struggling with the emotional weight of his work. Part way through the film, Frank realizes that his job is less about saving lives, and more about bearing witness to death, a theme that is explored throughout. The narrative is mostly derived from the juxtaposition between Frank and his partners varying coping mechanisms. Each paramedic is captured…

Are You There God? It's Me, Margaret.

2023

Liked Watched

Rachel McAdams should be in most movies.

Close-Up

1990

★★★★★ 2

Obviously, this is a masterpiece. Kiarostami’s ability to simultaneously lie and manipulate through form, while also preaching the utmost universal truths is untouchable.

In the beginning of the film, I found it a fascinating choice to hold on the can rolling down the hill. To me it said “I am a filmmaker, and I find it personally worth holding on the motion of this can rolling down the hill. I am actively making choices behind the camera, this film comes…