Suicide

1979

★★★★★ Watched

A very raw and very real look into how it feels

Speed Racer

2008

★★★★★ 2

Without a hint of facetiousness, I’m genuinely of the mind that this movie is a masterpiece

The level of soul and ion on display here is absolutely insane and it is beyond evident that the people that made this understand art and what it means to create something you believe in against all odds

The editing and VFX in this movie are enough to fry most people’s brains… but it’s all so unbelievably… fun!! Everything about this movie is just…

Ritual

2000

★★★★★ 2

Needing to escape reality and needing to experience reality are both ideas that resonates with me all too heavily... better than I can really put into words to be honest...

The pain of not knowing and not being known... left alone, when all you've ever sought was someone who cared enough to try...

The isolating feeling of only ever being observed in a ive sense, that lacks a total and holistic understanding from the viewing party...

The necessary distractions that…

Sinners

2025

★★★★ Watched

This was pretty fun!!

Disorganized in some places and a little bit scatterbrained in its approach to telling the story it wanted to tell, but all in all, a pleasant experience

I'm a sucker for any type of southern mysticism or mythology so bonus points from me there!!

Post credit scene was really touching too... made me smile...

Netrun-mon the Movie

2004

★★★★ Watched

You know what I had fun

nothing hurts, and you won’t be

2020

★★★★★ Watched

The warmth and serenity of ion and being
Floating in a pantheon of dreams and pixilation
Connecting and melding with someone you love
I wonder what it would look like on a phone screen
I wonder how it would make me feel to see it on a CRT TV

Echoed Silence

1998

★★★★½ Watched

There are these afterimages of the world beyond yourself

Ghastly streaks of time, thought, and emotion

They cling to your arms and attach the weight of life to each stride you do or do not take

They will follow you wherever you go

There is something that is both abrasive and calm

It weighs upon your soul with no defined form

The internal and the external blend into one that both is and isn't

That is who you are

Kotoko

2011

★★★★½ 1

Crushing, aching, weeping, moaning, gnashing of teeth.

Three meters away, two meters away, one meter away, half a meter away.

Kotoko lives a violent life that is depressing in even its brightest moments.

Kotoko lives an abusive life where every second shakes and throws her.

Kotoko lives a painful life where she must constantly check if she is allowed to remain.

Kotoko lives a helpless life as a victim of her own mind.

Kotoko lives a miserable life full of distrust and uncertainty.

Kotoko lives a dissociated life where each moment can only be strung together by a wishful belief in her own perception.

Kotoko lives.

Yumeno Kyusaku's Girl Hell

1977

★★★★½ Watched

Sure what the hell why not

Look Back

2024

★★★★ Watched

It's good... sadly I don't really have much to say about it...

I didn't really like the final stretch... very good art though and the beginning part was super cool... I kinda feel let down considering how much hype I saw for this from everyone around me but that's alright...

Keep on creating and never stop loving!!

Death Kappa

2010

★★★★ Rewatched

Wow man this movie is actually pretty sweet I reall-

Hideaki Anno...??

Love & Pop

1998

★★★★½ Watched

When you stumble across something that is both immovable and without end, your first instinct may very well be to break it.

Or perhaps your first instinct would be to wander alongside it, in hopes of uncovering a turn or edge, that you'll never realistically reach.

That certainly seems easiest...

You're all alone here, and the rest of the world seems to have already found their way past this obstacle...

Besides, breaking it would be such a radical change...

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